ioana
in quest for genuine
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- Name: ioana
- Location: Bucharest, Romania
I experiment with myself and the world around me. I always seek for that small sparkle of what's real and authentic in things, people, nature...
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
Today, more than ever
Today, perhaps, because of spending a useless sad angry night. Today, because of missing your arms around me. Today, for hearing you whisper my name. Today I'm putting my armory behind, letting go of all these needs and boundaries.
I think too much (yes, so I've been told). I can't really help it, it's in my nature I guess. I'm worrying too much (yes, I know it). I haven't been like this, but when you get burnt once you become so. And I can be a picky annoying nag sometimes (yes, I admit it). So, today, more than ever, thank you, for understanding, for trying, for giving in...
There is no way in knowing what the future holds. I know that, yet I still much too often try to foresee it, to understand it, to prevent it even. It's as useless as trying to escape the past. The past will always be there, it has already happened and nothing can change that. So I guess all that's left is the present...I wonder how many times already have I reached this conclusion?....And neither of these times was nice or easy...
I think too much (yes, so I've been told). I can't really help it, it's in my nature I guess. I'm worrying too much (yes, I know it). I haven't been like this, but when you get burnt once you become so. And I can be a picky annoying nag sometimes (yes, I admit it). So, today, more than ever, thank you, for understanding, for trying, for giving in...
There is no way in knowing what the future holds. I know that, yet I still much too often try to foresee it, to understand it, to prevent it even. It's as useless as trying to escape the past. The past will always be there, it has already happened and nothing can change that. So I guess all that's left is the present...I wonder how many times already have I reached this conclusion?....And neither of these times was nice or easy...
"Every now and then, I like to do things nice and easy
But somehow, I never ever seam to do
Nothing completely
Nice, Easy
You know why?
Cause we like to do it
Nice and Rough"
But somehow, I never ever seam to do
Nothing completely
Nice, Easy
You know why?
Cause we like to do it
Nice and Rough"
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Virginia Woolf
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