ioana
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- Name: ioana
- Location: Bucharest, Romania
I experiment with myself and the world around me. I always seek for that small sparkle of what's real and authentic in things, people, nature...
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Touch of immaturity
In spite all my beliefs of balanced and positive ‘karma’, sometimes detachment comes in the form of some silly immature gesture. I guess my previous post pretty much illustrates this.
I learned again that sometimes, loving someone doesn’t mean you will be loved back. Neither respecting someone means you will be respected.
However, I’m really glad that after liberating my negative energies I found again my positive inner beauty. The experience was nothing more than the circles made by a rock on the surface of a pond. I can understand and accept now that I can’t force anybody to be anymore ‘good’ than they are. We all pass through moments when we are callous, uncaring and hurtful. At least I sure did! And until we want to deliberately change our behaviour, the truth is that no one can force us to do so.
I chose not to keep the memory of being hurt, but to remember dearly the great moments I spend with this person. This is one human being I know I will always love, so if you ever find yourself loosing the path, know there is a helping hand nearby.
Meanwhile, I got back to the “enjoy the simple life” philosophy:
I learned again that sometimes, loving someone doesn’t mean you will be loved back. Neither respecting someone means you will be respected.
However, I’m really glad that after liberating my negative energies I found again my positive inner beauty. The experience was nothing more than the circles made by a rock on the surface of a pond. I can understand and accept now that I can’t force anybody to be anymore ‘good’ than they are. We all pass through moments when we are callous, uncaring and hurtful. At least I sure did! And until we want to deliberately change our behaviour, the truth is that no one can force us to do so.
I chose not to keep the memory of being hurt, but to remember dearly the great moments I spend with this person. This is one human being I know I will always love, so if you ever find yourself loosing the path, know there is a helping hand nearby.
Meanwhile, I got back to the “enjoy the simple life” philosophy: